Recently Trubble was hired by a fashion model agency to try out the latest in raccoon looks.

They were going to goto NYC and become a big little Raccoon star but they decided to stay home and just snuggle with mommy!

Cheering on my little buddy! Hope you little 🙂

More stuff sooooon 🙂 New Goodnites Review coming soooon! 🙂

New video reviewing the Fairyland Diapers from CuddleCo-Op!

I’m a big fan of this one, just a simple thick diaper with an adorable design! Plastic tapes, durable, 5000 ML absorbency, no wetness indicator, plastic backed and super crinkly! Soft too!

Part 2 of my forest adventure coming sooon! Photos and Full Videos coming to DiaperLifestyle!

Happy thoughts friends! More soooon!

If you don’t want to sign up for my site, you can donate easily here! https://ko-fi.com/rileykilo – I just bought a new car so donations are super appreciated!

CW: Some surgery stuff ~~

Sad Part ~

I miss diapers so much. I can’t express how much I miss being a complete diaper sogging babby. I used to get up in a wet diaper, take a shower, put on lotion and get into another, usually crinkle around all morning and take it off or change into a new one in the afternoon when i’m most active, then change into another diaper before bed, then the same the next day. I used to get so ridiculously horny in my diapers all day, it was heaven.

I still get days like that, but things have changed a ton. I get irritated down there WAY easier, especially the skin on my clit, but also around my thighs can be more achey from wearing, because that area is still sensitive and I think the surgery just made things more delicate.

I feel mostly healed, but applying pressure to the area still has this icky pain to it, like a deep sullen ache. It hoits. I hope it goes away someday, that Valtrex helps, but it’s still pain, it still effects me, my moods, my sex drive… I’m still struggling, but less than before. I was so sad and messed up from it… still kinda am. Staying strong and moving forward though, no regerts.

Less Sad Part ~~

WIth that said, I just put out the best solo video I’ve ever made I think. It was likely the most arousing one i’ve ever made for me, it just felt so good, to tease and vibrate and yeah, I look and feel amazing in that video. Go read the description on StayKinky, it’s incredible, the one called “Do You Want Me To Show You”. I’m starting to awaken my body again. Starting to find happiness in my new body the way I hoped to. It’s been a tough time, but I am looking good and feeling good about myself. I survived this, barely, but I survived and am stronger than ever before. I just wish I was wearing diapers, not panties… I can still wear, just not as often as before.

Happy Part ~~

New Video Out Today! Target Panties Haul! Going to be a big one, new TEMU Fashion video coming soon!

And coming this weekend, new Fairyland video on YT and the uncut version on DiaperLifestyle, should be up tomorrow or Sunday!!!

Thanks for watching, like, subscribe, click the share button, do all that stuff, it helps a ton! Thanks friends!!!

First off, super smiley post ahead

Second, Sorry for the lack of periods in the last post, I realized it was just one run on sentence which tends to happen when i’m blogging with speech to text. I feel bad when I ask people to read something by posting it, and when I go back and read it, it’s quite crap. Pardon, I’ll do better.

Ok, onto the post!

I’ve been listening to this song every day. It’s just good vibes all around That part where she goes “YOU GOT ME F*CKED UP” speaks to my soul ❤️💚🧡

I am currently standing outside a big, beautiful two bedroom standalone cabin here in the Shenendoah Mountains. It’s been a wonderful couple days, I’ve taken a bunch of gorgeous pictures and feeling light and fluffy 🙂

Lots of smiles coming!!! Just watch out for Raccoon-Zilla!

Hope everyone had a wonderful weekend! Sending crinkly hugs from your little Forest Fairy! I’ll let you know if I see some bears! I read somewhere that if you see some bears in the forest you should go up and give them lots of hugs. Especially baby bears need a hugs and the mom always appreciates it!

Please do not follow my advice :p Silly Hugs!! MORE STUFF SOON!!!

And if you’re a StayKinky or DiaperLifestyle, I’m currently in Virginia and I forgot it’s a total hassle to post on my sites here. The laws make you do this complicated age verification So massive apology will post some stuff ASAP, monday or tuesday.

I also just filmed possibly the most erotic video of my entire life. Starting to really love my body ❤️🧡💚 Hugs!!!!!

Hello, friends! It’s been one heck of a day!!!

Some of these pictures are from the last week of adventure but all the ones of me in the Pink Unicorn dress are from today.

Today I packed up my fox and my friend and a bunch of cute outfits and diapers into my new car and headed south to the mountains to stay in a cabin in the woods. It was an absolutely beautiful drive, I ate at my favorite brisket place, I listened to a bunch of Southern Rock and the new Belle & Sebastian album, I had a little fun on the trail, did a diaper review in the middle of the forest, And now I am standing on a porch, looking at the trees, hoping tonight I see some cool night time forest animals 🙂

Virginia really is beautiful. I’m feeling very good. I’m to the point of tiredness where it’s difficult to make long intelligent sentences, but I wanted to take a moment to send a big hug and let you know that this little girl is doing okay :):)

××× bit of drama xxx

Also, my twitter got completely permanently suspended this morning, Makes me sad because I had a bunch of really important, irreplaceable messages but the brigade of clowns who constantly report me have scored another petty victory. But I was not really using that account much anyway, and if you want to see my pics/tweets check out CuteKinkyGirl, with this account I am not getting involved in any sort of social media stuff and just posting cute pictures. I still consider one of the biggest mistakes of my life was getting involved with twitter and the people on there. I think most of this community is great but the people who spend all day on that website are fucking garbage.

Just like my big TV appearance the other day not working out (I can’t tell you the full story of what happened yet) I was more relieved than disappointed, They can have my twitter account, they can rule over that ball of slime. I’m gonna be out here on the top of the world, they can have fun in the sewers. Imagine having so much hate focused around my super adorable content, every action a reaction.

Social media in many ways is like MMO game. Where the more time and effort you put into it, the more rewards you get and I just never spent all day on twitter like some of these people do. And it less has to do with skill or talent or integrity, or being a good person and more just being extremely present. I have always had a life and friends and stuff, so I couldn’t really spend all day on twitter and tweet twenty times a day like some folks.

xxx

I probably wouldn’t have written that last section if I wasn’t exhausted from driving all day. But twitter also was a place for me to expose my weaknesses, and I shouldn’t do that with such vigor.

So i’m gonna focus on my strengths and shoot some incredible content over the next 4 days, New stuff coming to all my sites, You’re gonna love it!!!

Hugs and more soooon!!!

New Video!!!

More fun soon, thanks for the support, i’m so happy to be able to make stuff like this!!!

Happy Girl 👧💓

And be sure to see the movie God Help The Girl! It’s one of my favorites and it’s really cute and calm and kinda sad and pretty much made for me 🙂 I plan to do another song from the movie called “Have To Dance With Cassie”

Get your stuffed animals out and have a fun dance party!!! Make your own dance video, me and the stuffies would love to see it!

Have a wonderful week!!!

Hi friends!!! Omgosh life is so wild and busy!!!

The Last 48 Hours:

Thursday Morning I woke up, packed all my video gear into my car and went to a local optometrist to do some promotion video for a sunglass company, the kind of behind the camera production work I love, I haven’t done much Video Production outside of my own projects since my surgery and Luna and everything… I am back on the horse, taking gigs while still prioritizing StayDiapered & StayKinky.

My Car broke down about 5 minutes from the shoot, first time it’s ever broken down. I don’t panic, keep cool, I get a ride to the shoot and everything works out. AAA handles my biz, I shoot all day and get a loaner for the evening.

I get up the next morning, do all my grocery shopping in the loaner before I return it as I wasn’t sure if I was going to have a car for a while. I goto the dealership where my car is, it’s complete destroyed, not to be crude but i blew my tranny… the transmission is shot, car is essentially totaled, not worth repairing. I find a new one I like, I buy it.

Things are gonna be tough, money is gonna be tight, but for the first time in my life I bought a (relatively) new car from a dealership. My credit isn’t bad and I got a good deal on it, it’s a safer vehicle than my old little sedan. I’m ecstatic. I feel like a grown up in a very satisfying way.

Alright, i’m going to sound really out of character for this next part…

I was getting into that loaner yesterday morning, it was a fresh 2024 Sedan with the “Platinum Package”. wearing my fresh business suit and my gold Cartier glasses, my sleeve revealing my rose gold smartwatch, smelling like baby powder deodorant and leather, feeling crescent fresh. I’ve been in the fanciest hotels, driven in beautiful cars, made love 50 stories up in Midtown Manhattan, seen the world from Paris to Baja to Beijing. I’m creative, beautiful, likeable and can adapt to any situation, break bread with anyone.

I need to live that life. I need to make movies. Vera Drew has been a massive inspiration to me lately, just a goofball trans person who made a weird movie and has been living her best life. I used to be funny, that was like, my main trait. But life and trauma made me not funny, made me serious and stern, a background noise of mildly aroused contempt. I wanna be funny again. I’ve been writing jokes, focusing on good vibes. I’m tired of sacrificing for the world, I need to focus on myself and be the boss i’ve always meant to be.

Things holding me back:

~ Day-To-Day Responsibilities. I’m stretched to thin and always feel on the back foot. From election stuff to running my sites and social media, it’s a ton. I need to hire an assistant or Social Media Manager or pare back my responsibilities. I take care of people in my life, from advocating at doctors appointments etc for friends, hospital nights, to doing my neighbors yardwork because she’s old and on a limited income and she’s awesome and we quit smoking together. I have lots going on, need to juggle things better!

~ I smoke too much weed. I used weed to help me quit Tobacco and Alcohol, but I got in the habit of smoking too much. It effects my emotions too, i’d probably be more hinged if I smoked less weed… kinda like smoking and drinking, I am not very upfront with how central weed is to my life, but I smoke “hella” weed & I would like to change that.

But also, like drinking etc, maybe it’s how I’ve survived this long, so I want to respect myself and not give myself too hard of a time. But I wanna find balance, and be less of an all-or-nothing drug user, I want to be able to moderate… toughest thing. I know I can’t moderate alcohol or tobacco or it’s not worth trying, but I love weed and people who smoke weed, so it’s something I’m working on.

~ Mental health stuff ~ I get sad, and the internet ads a ton of extra stress. I see so much hate, it hurts me. I think hiring someone to post my tweets for me and do promo stuff would help a ton. It’s hard to find a person to trust, but I have some ideas. Most of my friends are just as busy as me 😛

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Thanks For Listening, good things ahead! If things work out, I will be doing my biggest TV appearance of all time, primetime, and it’s a risky one. I will be my best and keep being my best for you, for me and for everyone in my life & in this community. Lots of upward momentum, i’m in therapy and doing everything I can to keep my head on my shoulders.

Amazing things in our future. Thanks for cheering me on. Happy thoughts and STAY DIAPERED!!!!

Happy thoughts friends! Hope everybody in Pennsylvania’s voting today!

Be sure to see all the amazing new pics on StayKinky & DiaperLifestyle!

Lots of exciting stuff coming soon just wanted to share a couple pics and smiles! There’s also the new bikini video on my Transcaping YouTube!

Happy Hugs! More soooooon!!!

Hope everyone is having a lovely day, here’s a couple pic previews!!

New stuff on DiaperLifestyle & StayKinky this weekend!

Uploading and finishing the pics now, some of my Best Ever.

Then putting on a Dress and heading into the Sunshine!

You’re going to love what’s Coming Next 🙂

Hey friends!!! I had a really great time at a big concert the other day!

I made a cute little diaper video of my adventure!

If you wanna know how excited I am about DiaperLifestyle, my new video on youtube is about 5 mins long and the 2 Part Video on DiaperLifestyle is about 32 minutes long!

I’m trying to show a real diaper lifestyle, showing what it’s like to put your diapers on in the morning, squish around in an active, exciting life full of adventure and then come home in a thick, soggy diaper all happy and fulfilled 🙂

And also… StayKinky is doing huge numbers toooo!!! Thanks for all your support!!!