I’m working on some cute new stuff, have had a long day preparing to bunker down for a bit, will be sharing lots of smiles and warm fuzzies to fellow housedwellers soon, and also to the wonderful people out keeping the lights on and helping with access.

Here’s some cute older pics, think snuggly crinkly thoughts and I’ll have something smiley here for you soon. Stay strong friends ❤

Hey there friends! Hope everyone is healthy and safe, I have some super cute pics to share!

These were taken one snuggly afternoon in LA, just playing in my Goodnites. I have been going through my loooong life of pics and taking another look at them, they’ll be eventually posted and made into slideshow videos and stuff, others will find themselves as captions or elsewhere.

I made a slideshow! The pics get a little kinky 🙂 KinkyPics – Pullups + Clear PlasticPants

I’m working my little butt off over here with a new video and doing some diaper organizing, feeling good and staying positive. Hope you like the pics and more snuggly stuff soooon!

Hey there snuggle friends! I had a wonderful adventure today where I went all over town in my big thick diapers! I had to head to a nearby city and decided to hit every thrift store along the way, picked up some cool new/vintage diapers and some cute new outfits that will be sharing in some upcoming posts 🙂

Before I left I put on some of the Size 7 baby diapers and then an Attends with a Tranquility stuffer for a long diapered day 🙂 I needed some retail therapy and some good old Pennsylvanian country cookin’ and I acheived that with aplomb, though not everything worked out. But lets accentuate the positive and get to the diaper pics 🙂

Just bein’ a crinkler 🙂 I’m exhausted after that last post so i’m headed off to bed. Tomorrow will be more pics from today’s adventures (spoiler: I don’t stay dry :0) More soon!!! Thanks for reading 🙂

Hey there friends, quick little post with some quick heavy thoughts, content warning on family, aging, employment etc. I’m doing good, don’t worry, just need to vent…

— Just got back from my California trip to see my Mom and Dad, it was emotional and exhausting and I’m not really equipped to talk about it right now. Overall it was very positive and I did the right thing. My folks are divorced, had a stepdad who’s been out of the picture for a long time but had a big hand in raising me, I should post a clifnotes of my life sometime… so I saw them because they’re getting on in years, a harsh reminder that I am too, going to the hospital where my mom does chemo, seeing my father groan and move slowly, it’s been trying emotionally. My family isn’t the really emotional, loving kind, we try but that’s not how we operate around each other. Maybe that’s where my walled up emotional nature comes from, why writing and creativity is such an important outlet, because I have trouble relating those feelings in my private life. We also don’t fight, but there’s worlds between us even when we’re in the same room. That’s tough.

They see me at my best now, they are proud that I am doing well and I wanted to show them just how well. I don’t know when I will see them again, but at least I left on good terms. If the worst happens, at least they know their daughter is doing OK.

Things travel-wise escalated quickly in the time I was gone, and my anxious ass is not doing well with that but I feel healthy and am staying safe. I won’t be talking about the recent worldwide news on this site, I want this to be a place of comfort and reassurance, just be safe out there friends, look to the helpers, and help who you can.

— I didn’t get that job i’ve been so excited about. I don’t try to get ahead of myself often, but it went so well that I was starting to plan around it. Their loss. I was doing it to supplement my producing of content but I’ll just have to work harder. I nailed the interviews and was perfect for it, so something must have happened with background checks. I’ve never even been arrested but I’m probably on some kind of “known subversives” list, apparently there was an FBI background check for this job. I don’t like to chalk it up to me being trans or a highly publicized ABDL but that’s always a worry… I just thought this company was cool.

It could have been anything really, the one thing I know it couldn’t have been is lack of effort or competence on my part. We live in a world where people are turning down jobs because of credit checks, so sometimes its hard to come up if you’ve been down. Some people just need to work harder in life to get what comes easy to others, mental health, money, companionship, compassion, it’s tough for everybody yet some people really got to struggle just to break even. The only thing we can do is support each other. Nothin’ will keep me down, just gotta work around the walls.

I’m not taking this too hard just going to keep moving forward. Now I have more time to create great content, write, make a living doing something I enjoy and that spreads joy. I have faith in myself and my worth even if others may not.

READ THIS HAPPY STUFF! — I’m going to spend the forseeable future being healthy and happy and making a lot of great stuff. I had an absolutely fabulous day today despite the bad job news and worldwide worries, i’ll be blastin’ out a hot stream of positive stuff right after this post. I don’t really want to dwell, so let’s clean the slate and move forward. Thanks for all the positivity and support. Great things to come.

More stuff in like 5 mins! Here’s me and a pinball machine I absolutely wrecked while I was there. This score would be like #15 for this table on Pinside.com, I’m starting to get really good at pinball 🙂 Happy thoughts!

Thanks for listening ❤