Hello Friends! This is my last post as Riley Kilo.

I leave this space in peace, fortunate to have lived this experience and received its bounties. Now I move on to what’s next in life.

I first started this blog in October of 2006, just a 20 year old little girl wanting to tell the world about herself. I wrote and made videos and went on TV shows and really made my mark. I made lifelong friends and learned to feel ok about myself. 1300 posts, hundreds of videos, tens of millions of views and viewers, it’s been an odyssey unlike any other. Now it’s come to it’s logical conclusion, it’s time to do something different, something amazing.

I am set up for complete success, I have an amazing new home and career path. I have safeguards around my physical and mental well being. I have incredible people in my life who love and uplift me, who accept my flaws and encourage my betterment. I fucking made it, I survived and came out the other side not just clean, but shining brighter than ever. My dreams have come true.

I can’t tell you much about what’s next. I’d love to tell you the source of my joy, bring you along on the amazing journey, but I’m not going to this time. Over the last few years this site has been unhealthy both for myself and for the reader. I used writing here as a substitute for therapy and real personal work, there is no comparison. I shared too much here, became too vulnerable, bad people got in and cut me down to the marrow. I cannot risk that again.

You may see me again, with my real name, doing bigger things than ever before, unafraid of my past and rising into my future… but to become a butterfly, I must first leave my past on the ground.

I am no longer accepting subscribers on my adult sites and I took down all the videos on the RileyDia Youtube except a couple Luna ones, her family still watches those. You can reach out to me on here if there’s something in particular you miss or want a copy of, I know people had their favorites, I’ll do what I can to send it to you. I may be on CB now and then as StayKinky, but only if the mood strikes me.

I no longer have any Youtube accounts since my Transcaping one was randomly removed last week by YT, I won’t get into it but it was heartbreaking. Roughly 40K subs lost across my accounts, all the wonderful comments, gone like tears in the rain. Just letting you know that I did not choose to shut my Transcaping account down like that, I would have said goodbye first.

If you would like to reach out to me personally – staykinky@gmail.com – I am sure there are some fascinating people I have yet to meet.

Many treasures in my life come from making this site, from showing the world my little heart and the people and blessings that followed. From this i’ve learned one essential truth, if you want to bring love into your life, do and make things filled with love.

I sincerely want to thank the reader for your kindness and for being part of my life. Even if you just visited and never said a word, I appreciate you for being here with me, you could be anywhere in the world. Thank you for opening your heart to this little girl. It helped her grow.

I want you to know that this 19 year journey has ended well and what remains is the joy that has come from sharing myself, feeling seen, making this love. We’ve had a ton of laughs, a few cries and a lot of squishy fun 🙂 I still am the same cuddly, kinky girl I’ve always been, I just get to live that life privately now. I wonder if St. Peters’ book could tell me how many orgasms i’m responsible for.

And with that final thought, all my sites are shutting down and Riley Kilo – Sadie Hawkins are functionally retired.

This has been the most incredible experience, now i’m off to my next big adventure. Thanks for going on this journey with me.

StayKinky Friends,

Goodbye

Riley Kilo